Who am I?

Hello people,
My name is Flora of course it's not my real name but the one I'll use for you.
I'm a secret cross dresser. Why?
Well I used to love women's bodies, I found them so exciting with big boobs and make up
and sexy undies and high heels. I mainly found they have on me a particular power, a seduction
power that i doubted to have as man.
I rapidly found that i love anal sex, first to see it on movies but fast to have things
in my asshole. I had my first anal penetration whe n i was young and since i can't stop
it. I really do love feeling big stuffs in my hole and better i love feeling it wide
open.
I thought i was insane at the beginning. I even thought I was gay and that it was insane, for
god sake i don't find being gay is insane anymore.
I finally accepted everything and realized that I am bisexual. After many attempts with men
I understood i wasn't done for it, I can't kiss or penetrate a guy. I'm 100% bottom with
a man.
I now live with my girlfriend and sometimes it's difficult because I miss many things.
Actually I love her and I love fucking her but I miss being fuck and being dress like a whore.
I bought things such as big dildos and sexy undies but I can't use it, the worst is i'm hairy
and honestly I hate it.
I'm interested in sex and porno. I love big cocks and only big ones and dirty things.
I wish to find a dominant woman or shemale or cute CD.
What I love in men,dogs or horses is their cocks and their juice that's all.
With women it's different, I can be anything as soon as they want to play with me.
Things i tried but it doesn't mean I love everything:
Anal fuck by my cousin
Cucumber insertion
Zucchini insertion
Egg insertion
Bottle insertion
Softball bat insertion
Glass insertion
Dildos insertion
Self fistfuck
Panty pee
Panty poo
Dog sucking
Self golden shower
Man sucking
Man fucking
Self facial
I guess that's all for now but I wish to find other ideas with you people here.
Let's talk soon
Your slut Flora
PS: More pics to come ;)